My personal journal about my continuing struggle to lose 130 lbs and discover who I really want to be for the rest of my life.
Friday, September 03, 2004
So I'm off then
Well, not right this second but this will be my last post until Monday. My parents and I are leaving early tomorrow morning for my cousin's wedding and getting back sometime on Monday. Yes, that is right, we get to go hang out in airports on a really busy holiday weekend (hopefully it won't be that bad). So, I have packed some protein bars as a fall back position to prevent snacking and I have workout clothing in my bag plus I am sure we will do a lot of walking around the city. I even workout out what I am going to wear tomorrow which was harder than you might think because I couldn't find a top I wanted to wear. I am going with my Gold's Gym tanktop which like most of the rest of my wardrob is black, I like black and it is slimming most of the time. I think I am having one of those weeks where I feel fat for no real reason and I just need to get over it and move on with my life. I know it is partially mental because my sister-in-law gave me a really cute pink hoodie yesterday which was a size 6-8 and it fits and zips although I need to lose more weight before zipping it will be a good idea. By the way, my sister-in-law rocks on the whole giving me cool things that she thinks I will like for two reasons, one she always gets it exactly right that I will like them (she had excellent taste), and second she does it when I least expect it and need the encouragement. Anyway, so I know my feeling like I weigh 900 lbs is all mental and probably due to stress so I am working on thinking in a positive manner. Anyway, I am off and will be back next week, I hope everyone has great labor day weekends.
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